Ciao! It's Vicky

Ricky Martin抱小孩的樣子還是一樣有點好笑......


有些事情其實不說別人也知道，但如果說出來會比較好過，也許比較好。


出道這麼久的時間，到找代理孕母，其實粉絲早就可以接受這個事實


又不是隱瞞結婚20年~


從說要寫書開始，我就很好奇是什麼樣的書，


看他天天掛在Twitter上面，一天平均發表超過3則，


我甚至懷疑他會一封封看完歌迷推文


結果是居然還是一本回憶錄啊......還以為要寫什麼XD


七小時前才發布在twitter (難怪我昨天睡前還沒看到!!)


就上了台灣雅虎影劇首頁，這麼快的時效性，


應該是同時發公關稿出去了吧!!!!


馬上連結，第一篇置頂的是一大串的西文，


我一個字都沒看，直接拉到底果然放了ENGLISH VERSION


還真多話耶XD


總之就是一直以來，有很多人認為他根本不必要公開


會毀了他的事業，或者這些真相並不是這麼重要


但從現在開始，他要真實的做自己~~~布拉布拉.......


我在想也許本篇標題的作者 Adam Lambert給了他一點動力


他前陣子在twitter加入Adam Lambert，我看到的時候大笑


他可能很想跟ADAM學習，隨時在TWITTER大吼


"YES~GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY yay!"


(ADAM 17日將出席同性戀反誹謗聯盟─
The Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD)-
Media Awards Presented表演)


畢竟時代改變了，男生為什麼一定要喜歡女生


但我還是不禁思考以後小孩子問他媽媽在哪裡，他要怎麼回答?????



RM 官方部落格連結


ENGLISH VERSION

A few months ago I decided to write my memoirs, a project I knew was going to bring me closer to an amazing turning point in my life. From the moment I wrote the first phrase I was sure the book was the tool that was going to help me free myself from things I was carrying within me for a long time. Things that were too heavy for me to keep inside. Writing this account of my life, I got very close to my truth. And thisis something worth celebrating.

For many years, there has been only one place where I am in touch with my emotions fearlessly and that's the stage. Being on stage fills my soul in many ways, almost completely. It's my vice. The music, the lights and the roar of the audience are elements that make me feel capable of anything. This rush of adrenaline is incredibly addictive. I don't ever want to stop feeling these emotions. But it is serenity that brings me to where I'm at right now. An amazing emotional place of comprehension, reflection and enlightenment. At this moment I'm feeling the same freedom I usually feel only on stage, without a doubt, I need to share.

Many people told me: "Ricky it's not important", "it's not worth it", "all the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse", "many people in the world are not ready to accept your truth, your reality, your nature". Because all this advice came from people who I love dearly, I decided to move on with my life not sharing with the world my entire truth. Allowing myself to be seduced by fear and insecurity became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sabotage. Today I take full responsibility for my decisions and my actions.

If someone asked me today, "Ricky, what are you afraid of?" I would answer "the blood that runs through the streets of countries at war...child slavery, terrorism...the cynicism of some people in positions of power, the misinterpretation of faith." But fear of my truth? Not at all! On the contrary, It fills me with strength and courage. This is just what I need especially now that I am the father of two beautiful boys that are so full of light and who with their outlook teach me new things every day. To keep living as I did up until today would be to indirectly diminish the glow that my kids where born with. Enough is enough. This has to change. This was not supposed to happen 5 or 10 years ago, it is supposed to happen now. Today is my day, this is my time, and this is my moment.

These years in silence and reflection made me stronger and reminded me that acceptance has to come from within and that this kind of truth gives me the power to conquer emotions I didn't even know existed.

What will happen from now on? It doesn't matter. I can only focus on what's happening to me in this moment. The word "happiness" takes on a new meaning for me as of today. It has been a very intense process. Every word that I write in this letter is born out of love, acceptance, detachment and real contentment. Writing this is a solid step towards my inner peace and vital part of my evolution.

I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man. I am very blessed to be who I am.

RM